hold my hand tight, we'll make it another night
i'm okay with doubles, but chances are if we share something high on my list i won't interact with much!For memories, please click the names for their specific page! All memory pages are a work in progress.Please don’t interact with me if you are any of these characters




main id ;;
Blue Caterpillar (Alice in Wonderland)
Dismas the Highwayman (Darkest Dungeon)
Der Freischütz (Lobotomy Corporation)
Lucien Degas (Brawlhalla)
Morpheus (Splintered)
Troupe Master Grimm (Hollow Knight)primary ;;
Angel Cookie (Cookie Run)
Buckshot (Speedrunners)
Cream Unicorn Cookie (Cookie Run)
Drifter (Hyper Light Drifter)
Jack Noir (Homestuck)
Michael Myers (Dead by Daylight)
Neon-J (No Straight Roads)
SCP 701-1 | Ambassador of Alagadda
secondary ;;
Cagney Carnation (Cuphead)
Charon (Hades)
Collector (Dead Cells)
Fire Spirit Cookie (Cookie Run)
Ghostface (Dead by Daylight)
Hooka Caterpillar (WonderLab)
Piers (Pokemon SwSh)
Sasori (Naruto)
SCP 2521
Sole Survivor (Fallout 4)tertiary ;;
Bachalomoth the Dreamer/Nightmare Archivist (Cookie Run Kingdom)
Espresso Cookie (Cookie Run)
Intern Hector (WTNV)
Jack Cayman (Anarchy Reigns)
Joseph Desaulnier (Identity V)
Kashiba Ryou (Canis: Dear Hatter)
Lone Wanderer (Fallout 3)
Professor Venomous (O.K. KO!)




pokekins ;;
Darkrai
Duskull Line
Meltan Line
Morgrem
Polteageist
Spectrier
Venomothdigikins ;;
Beelzemon
Lucemon
Phantomon/Bakemonquestioning ;;
Intern James/Autumn Specter (WTNV)
Constant/Christian Daaé (Phantom of the Opera; Genderswapped Christine)

Otherkins:
Space Deity (Stars & Prophecy)Canines (Wolves + Shiba Inus)
Deer-adjacent Cryptids/Monsters
Liches/Undead
Mindflayers
Mothman
Moths
Werewolves
Vampires
Villains
kins that are still kins, but unlisted for reasons
Buzzwole (Pokemon)
Charlotte (Fire Emblem)
Lanque Bombyx (Hiveswap)
Liam de Lioncourt (Monster Prom)
Kurogiri (BNHA)
Rainbow Quartz 2.0 (Steven Universe)
Prisoner (Van Buren Fallout)
Wind Archer Cookie (Cookie Run)

Source: Cookie Run
Character: Angel Cookie
Timelines: Game Canon (Jellywalker TL, Herald TL)♢ I identified as a demiboy and used he/they pronouns! I was always too young to consider any sexuality.♡ Devil Cookie was my twin brother, but he lived with Fire Spirit Cookie and I lived with Hero Cookie. We considered each other more like friends than family. I'm pretty sure he always hated me (in a "wow you're annoying" kind of way) but I honestly never cared and still demaded he do things with me.♡ Apple Cookie was my best friend, we were around the same age! We were also friends with Wizard Cookie, who was a little older than us, and I would have a small childhood crush on him.♤ I don't remember a lot of my early childhood. Most of the cookies lived in a town, with others living in nearby areas. The legendary cookies lived in their own domains.♤ In one timeline, I was turned into a jellywalker after getting exposed to a meteorite akin to what happened in Cookie Wars, except the disease never spread. I think it's because Dark Enchantress Cookie had something to do with it - like the meteor brought the disease, but it was inactive, but she was able to use it somehow?♤ Turning into a jellywalker stunted my growth physically and also forced me into an unresponsive, docile state. It took a long time to even get me to respond to stimuli but I would never be the same again. I don't think I was ever cured of it, simply learned to live with it. At least I didn't really need to eat or drink and very rarely slept (only sit there inactive for a while) anymore.♤ In another timeline, this never happened, and I would continue a rather normal life until I was an older teen/young adult and picked to become essentially an angelic herald? Essentially there was more "advanced" angelic cookies ranks I could achieve. This ties to the Voice of Virtue costume.

Source: Darkest Dungeon
Character: Dismas the Highwayman
Timelines: Game Canon (Road to Redemption TL)♢ Was a gay cis dude, although I didn't actually give a shit about gender♡ Reynauld and I met while we escorted the Heir to the Hamlet, and least to say we did fall for one another quickly but it took a while for us to admit to things.♡ Graverobber (I believe her name was Adaline) was my closest friend, as we were not only similar in personality but in what we did. We were close enough to see one another as siblings.♤ There isn't a lot of particulars I remember since a lot of the memories are repetitive and mainly about explorations day in and day out. Reynauld, Adaline, and I were three of the top soldiers at the Hamlet, and eventually Reynauld and I were two of the heroes chosen to face the Darkest Dungeon and get out alive.♤ At some point, Reynauld was inflicted with the Crimson Curse, turning him into a buggie vampire. Honestly, he was still really cute, and. Particularly interesting. I'm very sure we cured him, or at least found a way to control the curse.♧ hrhgh reynauld cute that's my closing thoughts here

Source: Lobotomy Corporation
Character: Der Freischutz
Timelines: Game Canon (Final Trumpet TL), Human AU?♢ I used he/him pronouns, although at most I would describe my gender as masculine. Very much gay though.♡ Funeral was my partner, even if we were never technically married. I regarded Laetitia, Scorched Girl, and Child of the Galaxy my children. I also regarded Little Red as a daughter, but she was grown and wouldn't let me dolt on her.♤ My canon was the same as the game's canon up until a certain point. Not exactly sure what part of the facility was unlocked, but the final trumpet went off and the facility was overtaken by one of the alephs (Apocalypse Bird?) and abandoned.♤ I literally did not notice this for a while until I finally realized that, oh, why isn't anyone visiting? I met Alruine in the hallway outside and realized that by then the abnormalities had taken over the remains of the facility and many were starting to leave.♤ I took in the three kids since they were, after all, children without parents. Even if I was heartless, I couldn't find it in me to abandon them, and also they refused to stop following me. Red and I were already somewhat friends beforehand, since we knew one another, and after we decided that the two hunters of the facility should stick together. Also the fact she was a child in my eyes, even if she was an older teen.♤ Funeral and I had some sort of. Acquaintance? During our time in containment, and then met up after the facility shutdown. We stayed together and then it just got gay,♧ I have a lot of specific memories and somewhat remember some other abnormalities not mentioned above. The human AU I don't super remember but I do know it was a thing. Maybe it was just boring, lmao

Source: Brawlhalla
Character: Count Lucien Degas
Timelines: Game Canon (Ragnarok TL), Skinswap (Dreadnought + Dark of Night), "Modern Life" AU, possible other canons♢ Across all timelines I used he/they pronouns. In some way all versions of me are nonbinary masc in some way.♡ In all timelines I dated Sentinel as well as considered Caspian either my son or my brother. Caspian and I were never actually related, but we were incredibly close and I often took him under my wing.♡ I'm really unsure about Volkov, as while I do feel attraction to him, I'm not sure if we ever dated? It may have been casual, or just a "we're both parents to Caspian we have to at least be friends."♤ I was born an illegitimate son of a French noblewoman and a father I would never meet. Because of this union, I was a visibly mixed child, and would eventually be abandoned. I'm not super clear on where I had went, but eventually I would live much of my life on the streets, learning to steal and lie for my advantage.♤ It was easy to end up involved with a gang and to rise up through the ranks. Not only was I smart, I was quicker than anyone, fingers more nimble than any thief before. When I had turned in my gang, I kept the money and moved away in order to pretend I was an elusive count.♤ I would eventually get involved with upper society, spending the days romancing upperclass men and women and spending the night robbing them on the highway. It was easy, until I would get too close to someone like me - another lord that would, eventually, spell my doom. I don't clearly remember what had happened, but I do remember getting shot.♤ My place in Valhalla would then be guarenteed, and I quickly joined ranks with the underground there. Cross and I would have the run of it for a while, and I would come to take in Caspian as a fellow thief. In all honesty Sentinel probably hated me at first.♤ I can't say exactly what sparked it, but Sentinel had it in his mind that he could "convert" me over to the "good" side. Unfortunately it did work, since once we had gotten involved I was less and less in the underground. I was much more content with being arm candy than spending long nights forging and stealing, although it didn't mean I stopped Cross or Caspian from continuing.♤ We were happy. When Ranarok happened, I don't remember too much of what occured, but I know I was seperated from the both of them. Sentinel and I would reunite, but I don't think we ever found Caspian again.♧ My two "Skinswap" canons are dubbed that since that was what that was - instead of being my "default", I lived my life as the Dreadnought in one and the Dark of the Night in the other. I have a lot of memories from both, but to save time I will list important details. Please feel free to reach out if you're curious.♧ Dreadnought: Similar to my main life, where I grew up on the streets, but it was more modern and I would eventually become part of the navy. I died in battle. When I came to Valhalla, I had a very nice cabin by the sea, where I lived with (Nightcap) Caspian. He was my terrible son I found in the trash (literally probably). I remember most of the other legends and what skinswaps they were.♧ Dark of the Night: I was a highway robber still, but more... western? I don't know how to describe it but I certainly did not grow up in France. In both life and death I was an outlaw, and in Valhalla (Devil) Cross and I were much greater friends that'd cause chaos all around. I remember less of the skinswaps here, but I can guess a few of them.♧ Modern Living: Basically just the closest you'd get to an AU that can be summed up as "absolutely normal average life with husband and son and everyone else is our neighbors in a nice neighborhood"

Source: Homestuck (i've had this kin for 5+ Years don't @ me)
Character: Jack Noir/Spades Slick
Timelines: Altered Beta Timeline, Gemstuck, Trollstuck, Humanstuck, Mobsterswitch♢ I may have been bisexual, but for the most part I was a gay cis dude in most if not all timelines.♡ This actually varies between timelines, but for the most part I was either romantically involved with Crowbar or Diamonds Droog. Never at the same time (even if it would be neat). I'll note which one per timeline, since they always played an important part.♤ For Simplicity I'm going to bullet point each timeline and give a very rough overview. Obviously, if you're interested, please feel free to contact me and ask for more information.♤ Beta-ish TL: Essentially what happened canonically in the Beta Timeline but I only went as far as Jackspers. Honestly I'm not sure if the kids were even the same, as I feel like one or two HAD to be different. Unfortunately my memories stop after killing the kings myself, but I believe the session failed in general.♤ Mobsterswitch: It was a sort of modernish setting where we (the Midnight Crew) were detectives (the private investigator kind) and the Felt were also detectives (but the cop kind). The "canonical" Mobsterswitch story never happened, and I don't think the Problem Sleuth crew were even a thing in my TL. We were actually friendly with the Felt in this life and I was involved with Crowbar.♤ Gemstuck: I was a Black Pearl that served under the Black Diamond (Black Queen) who was damaged due to a crack over my gem/right eye. It was a "surface crack", where I was not damaged but physically flawed. Luckily, instead of being destroyed, I was passed down to Grey Diamond (Droog) as a sort of "graduation" gift. We would eventually have a sort of romantic bond and escape Homeworld with the gem versions of Boxcars and Deuce (who I remember being a dark red and black gem respectively, but I cannot remember the actual gems).♤ Trollstuck: Exactly what it says on the tin. I was a maroonblood and either a hero of Time or Blood. Droog was a tealblood, Deuce was violet or fuschia, and Boxcars was yellow or brown. It's possible I have two timelines of this, since there are instances where I remember Droog as a seadweller.♤ Humanstuck: Also what it says on the tin. I think I either have several TL's or one very convoluted one. I lived in Midnight City, which was likely... somewhere in California? Or at least the Southwest? Anyway, I had a twin brother (think of me as Jack Noir and him as Spades Slick) and dated Crowbar (whose name was Marcus, I believe). kinda gay♧ haha timeline machine goes brrrrr

Source: Naruto
Character: Akasuna no Sasori
Timelines: Show Canon (sort of? unsure)♢ evil gay trans puppet drinks all your pepsi♡ I really don't blame Granny Chiyo for what happened - we were both products of a society that saw emotions as a weakness and was incredibly cutthroat. Hidden Sand sucks. I really did not care about a lot of people besides myself, but I did find myself viewing Deidara as a sort of . protégé of a sort, despite our conflicting views on our lines of work. Also Kakuzu cute♤ I'm very certain I followed the series' canon up to a point, since I actually don't have a lot of memory of the fight vs. Chiyo and Sakura, and I remember being alive at the end of the series. I'm very sure I died at some point only to come back, which makes me think that despite being revived by the Edo Tensei I either got back my own free will or was somehow never controlled in the first place.♧ Fuck Orochimaru. All my homies hate Orochimaru.

Source: Fallout 4
Character: Sole Survivor (Malachy [lastname])
Timeline: Noncanon Beginning + Railroad/Minuteman Member♢ I was a gay trans dude. Offhand comment this seems like a trend♡ nick valentine i love you. also dogmeat is the only companion that matters♤ I was never actually the "Sole Survivor", but a regular wastelander that was a drifter and sold scrap for caps. I found my way to Vault 111 by absolute chance (or fate?) after chasing a stray dog up that way.♤ When I found the man's body and all of the holotapes, I took it upon myself to find the kidnapped baby. I'm not really sure why I did, but in a way I felt a sense of duty. To try and give the child a better life than what I had, or to find out the ending of his story.♤ I would eventually start Sanctuary, join the Railroad, and become a Detective's Assistant. Nick and I (and Dogmeat) saw things to the end together. At some point either towards or after the end we traveled to Far Harbour together.♤ I freed synths from the Institute way earlier than the game lets you, essentially completing "Underground Undercover" before "The Battle of Bunker Hill".♤ Since I was not the "real" Sole Survivor, I had no ties to Father/Shaun, and he very much knew this. When we had first met I was regarded with a cold disappointment, but it was so much more of a disappointment in himself than me not being his father. He had confessed to me he was hoping to see his father, in order to pass the mantle of the Institute onto him.♤ I did take pity on him, from an objective standpoint - if he hadn't been kidnapped and essentially brainwashed by the Institute, things could have turned out better. I think that, even as I was a synth, he never used a recall code on me, because in some way, I was the last remnant of his father and the only person that would be able to tell their tale.♧ it's kind of homophobic that I can't wear a leather jacket in game and also my armour

The Stargazer♢ Deity of Divination, Fortune, and the Stars. Not from this world!♡ I had a "Mother" (a creator, sort of) as well as a whole Pantheon of other gods I had lived and worked with. Although I was an outsider, they took me in, and I would come to regard them as family.♤ [insert a really long spiel about life and death and all that]♧ Honestly I would love to talk about this past life but due to some anxieties I'd rather be contacted privately to explain more!

Source: Dead by Daylight
Character: Michael Myers
Timelines: Survivor AU, Alt-Canon Verse (based on the 2007 version instead of the original)♢ I was tall. I was gay. I was not ready to party.♡ I wasn't in any romantic relationship that I could remember. In my survivor timeline, I was certainly friends with other survivors, but at the moment I can't fully remember which. I still feel bad about Laurie and wish we could have just gone home together. In my killer timeline, I'm very sure I kept to myself and rarely tried to be friendly with the others.♤ My survivor timeline at the moment is very fragmented, as I don't have a full recollection of things in general and some aspects I think just. Were traumatizing and even in this lifetime did I block out of my mind.♤ What general family knowledge I do remember at the moment was that something did happen to Judith, she still died, and for the most part I think that was... good. A good thing that happened.♤ Laurie and I were siblings, but we were adopted separately after Judith's death, I think. I remember her as a baby, she was so small and cute. But I don't remember her growing up and I moved places a lot.♤ I grew up lonely and very, very quiet. Even if I was a large kid once puberty hit, I steered clear of people and they steered clear of me. I don't really remember why I was like that - just that something about others scared me in a way.♤ I don't super remember how I ended up being snatched up. I was on the road somewhere, my car had broken down, and there was so much fog rolling in.♤ I recognized Laurie almost right away. How could I not? But something about her was so different. She wasn't human. Not anymore. She was so angry and tormented by something I didn't know about.♧ i don't want to party i want to go home to eat chips and drink soda pop♤ My killer timeline was very similar to what's already in the game, besides the obvious inclusion of Laurie still having been my sister. I recognized her immediately and actually tried to protect her rather than hurt her, but it was hard with not only the Entity but the other killers breathing down my neck.

Source: Hollow Knight
Character: Troupe Master Grimm
Timelines: Game Canon, Seerswap AU♡ I'm gay for Brumm but that's a given♢ I had two timelines. There was a main timeline closer to the events of canon, as well as an AU canon where the roles of many of us were swapped. For example, I was swapped with the Seer and became a blue mothish blug that represented dreams instead of nightmares.♤ In the main timeline, game canon progressed as normal. The Knight and I went through rituals as one would expect, but ultimately Brumm would go behind my back and convince the Knight to end our ritual prematurely. While this would cause me to die and him to forget about me, it was ultimately an act of love to prevent me from reliving the cycle of dying and rebirth over and over.♤ In my canon, the Nightmare Heart was a collection of every singular "Grimm" that had been born from it and died, and the Nightmare King was the (meta)phyiscal representation of it. In a way, the Heart and King were the same entity, but the Nightmare King was mostly a proxy with free will. However, it did mean we were psychically linked, so he often hovered in the back of my mind to make comments about things.♤ I distinctly remember him raising me and training me, so at some level he does have the capability to leave the nightmare realm for the physical realm, but it's often safer to stay in there.♧ brumm for the love of god call me♤ I don't remember too much of my Swap AU unfortunately beyond my appearance. But I did look sick as hell.
This is a section for Kins where I have very small amounts of memories or source canon only memories, so I wanted to combine them rather than make several very small pages for them. As always, message me if you'd like more details on any of them!

Source: Speedrunners
Character: Buckshot
♡ Moonraker was the love of my life, and we were together for some time. I had a very large family and was second youngest of about six.
♤ Beyond the above, my timeline didn't have many significant events.

Source: Cuphead
Character: Cagney Carnation
♡ Beppi is my dad boogie woogie woogie (not actually but I did look up to him a lot? Honestly I cannot tell you how we even became friends besides me living where I could see the carnival from a cliffside). I was close with the Root Pack as well!
♤ Overall, the game canon happened with the good ending. I don't remember any significant differences.

Source: Cookie Run
Character: Fire Spirit Cookie
♡ Knight Cookie and I were married, we took care of Devil and Angel cookie together. Kumiho and Vampire were my best friends. Moonlight Cookie was my sister, and we had a ?brother? that was also a legendary that I can't fully remember.
♤ I had a main timeline similarish to the comics, with some Ovenbreak elements thrown in. Ash Lord was just one of my many forms as a Legendary cookie.

Source: Pokemon (SwSh)
Character: Gym Leader Piers
♡ a) god i love my sister b) raihan kinda cute doe
♤ Once again, game canon, without any major differences

Source: Digimon
Character: Beelzemon (no particular series/univerise as far as I'm aware)♡ I had a sister that was a Beelstarmon, and her ?partner? was a MangaKidmon.♤ We lived out in what I'd call "The Wastes" which was just a large expanse of desert. My sister and I were regarded as terrors for spending much of our time drifting from town to town causing trouble, but it was mainly all in good fun. She had a righteous sense of justice and hated criminals, despite we were frequent law breakers (again, as she'd claim, for good reason).
The following characters I ask that if you kin with/a fictive of please do not interact with us (one on one; if we happen to share a server, I can simply take myself out of a conversation). The ships I ask to be tagged, and a blog heavy with them we cannot interact with. These are all for various reasons that I do not feel comfortable talking about unless you are a close friend- Black Queen/Sn0wman (Homestuck)
- SCP 035 (SCP Foundation)
- Taka & Sumi (Castlevania Netflix Adaption)Ships:
- Sn0wman/Black Queen x Jack Noir/Spade Slick or any variation
- SCP 035 x SCP 049
- Honestly if you ship Taka/Sumi with Alucard just block us now


Ghost's Kins:
- dusknoir (pokemon/pmd)
- ghosts
- masc!emily [emile] (corpse bride)
- tin soilder (steadfast tin soldier)
- scp-1678-a
- scp 4999
- big bird (lobotomy corporation)
Yarrow's Kin List:- Phantom (Phantom of the Opera)
- Lord Dimitrescu (Resident Evil 8) [Genderswapped]
- Eosmon Mega (Digimon)
- Hanged King [SCP-2264-5] (SCP Foundation)
Here's a directory page for this carrd! Currently only three from our system use this carrd to list kins, but any new pages will be added here when they happen.
Jaxson's Kins 🦋
Ghost's Kins 👻
Yarrow's Kins ⚰️